Dream of the Void as She Cums Inside Me and Unmakes Reality and She Dies and I Die and Everything is the Color of Burnt Lawns and Absinthe

from Void Fantasy by Ada Rook

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[...]that place
but there was no where to run to.

i know that place is missing a piece of its soul
we are old friends, we talk to each other at night
i tell her of the feelings that frighten me
being a place, she doesn't say much
but i don't mind, she listens to every word

i want to forget that place (death)
i want to forget that place (death)
everything (death)
everything (death)
i want to forget, forget, forget
i want to forget that place (death)
i want to forget, forget (death)
everything/i want to (death)
everything/i want to (death)
i want to forget, forget, forget
death

i had a dream about the shape of that place
it was the moment i knew that i had to

i whisper things to myself in the dark now
and that place cannot hear me

this feeling, it sticks to
the hope that someday it will go
but i know (it stays here)

and i left
i left because i thought i knew

she asks me if it's okay
her voice is so small
and i want to cry
so i look away
i nod, and she trembles
and then
everything
comes
apart

before i left i knew
that i would be fine someday
before i left i was a kind of parasite
now i don't know

i think i'm a danger to that place
so i stay away
and that's all i can do.

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from Void Fantasy, released November 20, 2016

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