I wanna live inside the feeling
I don't wanna be a human being
I wanna be there when it falls apart
I wanna get fucked by my stupid heart
I wanna know what it feels like
To lose myself and cry all fucking night
I wanna hurt, get hurt, and shrug it off
I wanna be the dumb bitch who gets u off
I wanna look like nobody to you
I wanna be forgotten when the night is through
(There are indeed many women in this world without men who engage in such... bonds. I've heard that even among Guardians there are those who intermingle with you, Kisaragi. But I am different.
How come?
Because I am no doubt insane.)
I wanna forget all about who I was
I wanna be best friends and stupid sluts
I'm gonna end it all and then I'm gonna make it up
I'm gonna be somebody I can love
I wanna be so stupid and alive
I wanna show u all the evil that's inside <3
PUT ME IN PUT ME IN
I WANNA FUCK UP EVERYTHING TONIGHT
TAKE MY HAND I WANNA BE
MORE THAN THE SUM OF OUR PASTS TONIGHT
AND WHEN THEY CATCH US
THEY WILL ONLY CATCH THE LIVES
THAT WE LEFT BEHIND
*** I WANNA LOOK AT YOU
AND SAY THE THINGS
THAT I'M TOO EMBARRASSED TO WRITE ***
I WANNA TELL YOU THE WORST THINGS ABOUT ME-
Not out of anxiety, but out of pride.
And you'd laugh, and you'd say "I'm so glad you're mine <3"
So let's go,
U and me.
C'mon...
There's still time
Before the sunrise.
(She'll be okay. The birds made this beautiful field of flowers just for her! Look at how warm it's gotten since daybreak...)
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continuing from FIYH, this is blackpilled as all fuck; written and delivered with the raw candidness and self-mocking bitterness of a high-schoolers journal, and set to beats that are laser-focused to keep my distractable mind topped up on angry dopamine. A tight 21 minutes of weaponised disgust. Tom Colquhoun
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Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy