in a moment i could see everything
overwhelming, longing for what could be
everything that we could become together
i never want to go back
something different i didnt know was real
like remembering that i could really feel
realizing everything i wanted
was here and waiting for me
it always looked so distant
it always seemed so far away
i didnt know that i could get here someday
the feeling of escaping
falling into the arms of
what i needed all along
and knowing i belong
a future
a future
a future flickering in my mind
an obsession culminating in peace
pushing thru it
reaching another me
and they say that
"no matter where u go, there u are"
dont think that i believe it
for so long i knew myself
but i couldn't get it right
now so long to all the guilt
i just want to live my life
it always looked so distant
it always seemed so far away
i didn't know that i could get here someday
the feeling of escaping
falling into the arms of
what i needed all along
and knowing i belong
a future
a future
our future
a future
a future
our future!
it always looked so distant
it always seemed so far away
i didn't know that i could get here someday
continuing from FIYH, this is blackpilled as all fuck; written and delivered with the raw candidness and self-mocking bitterness of a high-schoolers journal, and set to beats that are laser-focused to keep my distractable mind topped up on angry dopamine. A tight 21 minutes of weaponised disgust. Tom Colquhoun
Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
Experimental electronic soundscapes steeped in dystopian themes; environmental and societal anxieties vented through industrial and techno. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 15, 2024
Two punishing (in a good way!) side-long pieces that explore the shadows of drone, industrial music, and dark ambient. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 26, 2023