i tried so hard to play it cool
inside so helpless and confused
when im around u i feel new
i hope this isn't too soon
but im fucking crazy about u
i want to know ur thoughts
i want to know ur touch
i want to know ur every secret wish
i want to know too much about u
i feel the distance between us
melting away
i know we're both so afraid
i know u say that theres a curse on u
but ive got one too
that's how i found u
i cant believe ur here with me
i want u so bad i cant breathe
i feel so stupid and weak
u bring out something in me
i had no idea this could be real
i want to know ur thoughts
i want to feel ur touch
i want to know ur fucked up fantasies
i want to know too much
i want to give u everything
u mean so much to me
u make me feel like im not sick
like nothing ever happened to me
i know u think
that u dont deserve to be protected
all i want to do is care for u
and give u what u need
i just want to keep u safe
after all we've been through
it's never enough
i think i'm in love with you
oh god ive never felt so understood
i feel like its dangerous to feel this good
i'm gone im fucking dying next to u
do u feel it too?
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continuing from FIYH, this is blackpilled as all fuck; written and delivered with the raw candidness and self-mocking bitterness of a high-schoolers journal, and set to beats that are laser-focused to keep my distractable mind topped up on angry dopamine. A tight 21 minutes of weaponised disgust. Tom Colquhoun
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