i keep myself away
from you
i keep myself away
from the thought of you
i want to be a hole in your memory
i didn't cause the kind of damage i'd hoped for
but i still felt somewhere else for days
trying to bring myself back from nowhere
or just trying to escape
did you really not hate yourself?
your soul's so fucking strong under all your pain
i broke so early
and i still don't feel okay
i still want to be a hole in your memory
i still want to burn myself out of your haunted eyes
i still want to kill my body
and fall so far i'll never make it back alive
i don't wish things had been better
i wish i'd died
i wish there was nothing
to connect me to that life
i can't convey the hate i have for who i used to be
i wanna wreck her mind
so she won't have the chance to become me
hold me close and tell me everything's alright
Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
this was the final album i needed to complete my collection of every black dresses album (and ep), and this one. this one is my new favorite. it's everything i love about black dresses, especially on WHEEL OF FORTUNE. crazy to think this is 5 years old, let alone released in the same month as my birthday. one million happy fans and friends forever <3 cyrus
Emma Grey (Malachi, Contentious, Hive) sets aside her bands' righteous aggression for this luminous, mournful, spacious solo outing. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 9, 2021
Layering acoustic drums and bass with synth and dreamy vocals to form undulating pieces, “Drums” is Red On's take on contemporary krautrock. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 12, 2021
Experimental electronic soundscapes steeped in dystopian themes; environmental and societal anxieties vented through industrial and techno. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 15, 2024