decayer

from shed blood by Ada Rook

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lyrics

safety
death

safety
decay
closing
i feel misconstructed today
i remember nothing and it's beautiful
the pieces shine
and i can't see anything

I CAN'T SEE
BUT I CAN FEEL YOU
I CAN'T SEE
BUT I CAN FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME

oh god i missed this feeling
has it been so long?
it feels like years ago
since i've been here

i'm awake, floating here
and i know
this is not the truth
i cannot see anything
but i know
you're out there
sickening
i was just a child
i feel the damage
from those haunted years
can you see me?
can you see my shadow?
can you even see
what you did to me?

if i could be myself
I CAN'T SEE
if i could stop myself
BUT I CAN FEEL YOU
if i could leave myself
I CAN'T SEE
if i could kill myself
BUT I CAN FEEL YOU ALL AROUND ME

safety
death.

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from shed blood, released July 2, 2018

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