it's getting hard to tell myself
that i am not just someone else
the person that i used to be
is getting hard to reconcile with me
i know i've come so far
and stayed alive for so long
but the vestigial parts of my mind
still visit me from time to time
never far from this
the tightness in my stomach and my chest
i hold myself together day-to-day
and hope for something that will
guarantee my next breath
and the one after and maybe leave me
stronger than this broken creature
scrawling out impenetrable sentences
that hide the truth of everything
that i have been through
parasitic thoughts reduce my agency to nothing
not this again i just got over the last time
never far from this
the tightness in my stomach and my chest
this is all i have left
the tightness in my stomach and my chest
Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
this was the final album i needed to complete my collection of every black dresses album (and ep), and this one. this one is my new favorite. it's everything i love about black dresses, especially on WHEEL OF FORTUNE. crazy to think this is 5 years old, let alone released in the same month as my birthday. one million happy fans and friends forever <3 cyrus
Emma Grey (Malachi, Contentious, Hive) sets aside her bands' righteous aggression for this luminous, mournful, spacious solo outing. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 9, 2021
Layering acoustic drums and bass with synth and dreamy vocals to form undulating pieces, “Drums” is Red On's take on contemporary krautrock. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 12, 2021
Experimental electronic soundscapes steeped in dystopian themes; environmental and societal anxieties vented through industrial and techno. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 15, 2024