if i could be there
(if i could be there)
if i could become exactly what i need
(if... please)
but im so consumed by it
(but im so consumed by it)
i dont want to speak
( dont want to speak)
i dont want to breathe
breathe (breathe)
was there something i was missing
that i needed to survive?
i tried so hard to be what i hated
i thought that it was all worth waiting for
now it lives inside me, judgment rising
engulfing all that i stood for
i feel the evil writhing underneath
my exterior it hides inside my speech
always waiting for the moment
when it can become me
i cant sleep
i cant sleep
i cant sleep my love song
i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
i wanted to sabotage everything i had
i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
i wanted to weaponize, catch you in my lies
every time that i try to sing it hurts
(it hurts)
but is it a blessing or a curse
(a curse)
cuz i know that i got the evil urge
(the urge)
gotta catch u before u get me first
i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
i wanted to sabotage everything we have
and all the treasured memories are fading fast
no matter how hard i try to catch them in the wind
im right back where it all begins
and im someone else, but that is a lie
i wish i was good but at least i can try
do my best to hold onto what i have
but i just wanna throw it away
and keep running from who i am
i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
i wanted to sabotage everything i had
i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
i wanted to weaponize, catch you in my lies
every time that i try to sing it hurts
(it hurts)
but is it a blessing or a curse
(a curse)
cuz i know that i got the evil urge
(the urge)
gotta catch u before u get me first
i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
i wanted to sabotage-
i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
i wanted to sabotage everything i had
i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
i wanted to sabotage everything we have
every time that i try to sing it hurts
(it hurts)
but is it a blessing or a curse
(a curse)
cuz i know that i got the evil urge
(the urge)
gotta catch u before u get me first
i cant sleep my love song is speaking in tongues
i wanted to sabotage everything we have
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continuing from FIYH, this is blackpilled as all fuck; written and delivered with the raw candidness and self-mocking bitterness of a high-schoolers journal, and set to beats that are laser-focused to keep my distractable mind topped up on angry dopamine. A tight 21 minutes of weaponised disgust. Tom Colquhoun
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