i was scattered and broken
but you saw the rest of me
you heard what i had to leave unspoken
you understood what i had to be
can i ever be whole again
or is this it?
crying in your arms again
and hating it
i'm carving at my soul
to make it fit
cut my skin away
so i can live
i feel like something that should not be alive
a puncture wound in the goodness of your life
i know my gentleness is rotten inside
when you say that you love me
it makes me want to cry
can i ever be whole again
or is this it?
crying in your arms again
and hating it
i'm carving at my soul
to make it fit
cut my skin away
so i can live
i'm holding on somehow
i'm still alive for now
can i ever be whole again
or is this it?
crying in your arms again
i must be faking it
i'm carving at my soul
to make it fit
cut my skin away
so i can live
it makes me terrified
it makes me sick
and when i'm in it
i cannot resist
i tried to die
but i could not commit
and it feels so much worse
to see you hurting
from what i did
Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
this was the final album i needed to complete my collection of every black dresses album (and ep), and this one. this one is my new favorite. it's everything i love about black dresses, especially on WHEEL OF FORTUNE. crazy to think this is 5 years old, let alone released in the same month as my birthday. one million happy fans and friends forever <3 cyrus
Emma Grey (Malachi, Contentious, Hive) sets aside her bands' righteous aggression for this luminous, mournful, spacious solo outing. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 9, 2021
Layering acoustic drums and bass with synth and dreamy vocals to form undulating pieces, “Drums” is Red On's take on contemporary krautrock. Bandcamp New & Notable Oct 12, 2021
Experimental electronic soundscapes steeped in dystopian themes; environmental and societal anxieties vented through industrial and techno. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 15, 2024