(You women have sex with each other.
I won't do it anymore!!
You do drugs, too.
I've never touched those!!!
And you think about nothing but death.
Well... Not really!)
Weaponize and drown in rage, you're not even alive
Animated by the shame, fixated, mesmerized
Who am I to you?
Do you know the tru u?
Panic at the end of days, I see it in your eyes
But you cannot look away, hollow and petrified
Look for a way through
That justifies it to you
A wave of nausea, one time a step too far
There is no body. A psychological alarm sounds
This is when you remember, blindingly:
The warning.
A LITTLE DIRT ON YOUR CLOTHES
TRANSPARENT BLOOD OF A GHOST
NOBODY ELSE WILL NOTICE
WITHOUT THE MONITOR LIGHT
HOLD TIGHT TO THE DAY THAT YOU DECIDED
ONE DAY IT'LL ALL BE WORTH IT
ALL THE TIME THAT YOU HAD TO HIDE IT
THAT'S RIGHT, MOTHERFUCKER:
INSIDE YOU'RE LIKE ME!!
YOU SHINE SO BRIGHTLY
IN THE FREQUENCY THAT ONLY FREAKS LIKE ME CAN SEE
I CAN SEE YOU LIKE A DEER IN HI-BEAMS
I bet you would give anything
I bet that you'd do anything
Just to be at peace
Just to be at peace
Just to be at peace like me
Okay okay but really:
I'm waiting here
I'm waiting here for you,
Yea give it up and hit me up
Okay okay but really:
I'm waiting here
I'm waiting here for you
So give it up and hit me
Weaponize and drown in rage, you're not even alive
Animated by the shame, fixated, mesmerized
Who am I to you?
Do you know the tru u?
Panic at the end of days, I see it in your eyes
But you cannot look away, hollow and petrified
Look for a way through
That justifies DEATH to you.
continuing from FIYH, this is blackpilled as all fuck; written and delivered with the raw candidness and self-mocking bitterness of a high-schoolers journal, and set to beats that are laser-focused to keep my distractable mind topped up on angry dopamine. A tight 21 minutes of weaponised disgust. Tom Colquhoun
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