i wanna hold this moment
(hold me)
i want this second frozen
(freeze me out)
i wanna run away
from everything that i hold dear
i wanna take ur hand
and disappear
(disappear me)
u make me feel so weightless
(im nothing)
my rusted heart feels stainless
(way too clean)
this can never last
but i just wanna hold onto it for now
please show me how
(please hold me for now)
every time i look at u
i feel like ive become somebody new
every time i look at u
i feel like ive become somebody
nothing remains or can be salvaged
screaming at the dead grey city sky
and in the rain someone is laughing
from far away behind my eyes
everything i ever wanted
(i wanted)
everything i need
(i need to be erased)
all the hurt ive ever been thru
(protect me)
falling away right in front of me
(dont let me break)
everything i ever wanted
(i want u)
everything i need
(i want to feel true)
all the hurt ive ever been thru
(protect me)
falling away right in front of me
(im falling through)
every time i try to touch my heart
it hardens into plaster
maybe i could fit in
if only i was a better actor
every time i try to touch my heart
(my heart)
it hardens into plaster
(what the fuck is this?)
maybe i could fit in
(where is home)
if only i was a better actor
(will i ever know?)
nothing remains or can be salvaged
screaming at the dead grey city sky
and in the rain someone is laughing
from far away behind my eyes
nothing remains or can be salvaged
screaming at the dead grey city sky
and in the rain someone is laughing
from far away behind my eyes
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continuing from FIYH, this is blackpilled as all fuck; written and delivered with the raw candidness and self-mocking bitterness of a high-schoolers journal, and set to beats that are laser-focused to keep my distractable mind topped up on angry dopamine. A tight 21 minutes of weaponised disgust. Tom Colquhoun
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