this feels like it's too big for words
but it's a part of me
i feel like i need to shut down
i wish i could kill my body
looking in
i feel so hollow and alone
if i could, i'd put myself
into a story and find home
is there no one else alive
who knows this feeling?
this loneliness
is going to kill me
looking in on this
i feel so hollow and alone
if i could, i'd put myself
into a story and find home
somewhere under the sky
of a land that no one knows
it's here, in my mind
but description leaves me cold
there are no words
and the aching doesn't go
it feels like nausea
in my stomach, in my soul
there is no life here
hold my body still and whisper to me
that it's okay that you see what i'm meant to be
gently touch my skin and tell me you know
tell me that you can see that place in our souls
lower your head, speak softly into my hair
say you understand and that someday we'll go there
kiss my neck, trace your fingers across my skin
tell me that you know what i mean
there is no life here so please don't (...)
if i could go back...
i think about those wasted years
the fear and the envy
i can feel my body buckling more every day
i don't wanna go but i need an exit from here now
i feel the expectations of a person who is assumed
to have gone through what you have
Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
this was the final album i needed to complete my collection of every black dresses album (and ep), and this one. this one is my new favorite. it's everything i love about black dresses, especially on WHEEL OF FORTUNE. crazy to think this is 5 years old, let alone released in the same month as my birthday. one million happy fans and friends forever <3 cyrus
Emma Grey (Malachi, Contentious, Hive) sets aside her bands' righteous aggression for this luminous, mournful, spacious solo outing. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 9, 2021
Toronto duo follow up 2020's breakout "Peaceful as Hell" with a chaotic noise pop LP that ratchets up the aggression, as well as the hooks. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 17, 2021